Before I could answer, my husband smiled and said: “I gave it to my mother. She needed it more.” No one at the table defended me, but when I saw my father take out his cell phone under the tablecloth, I understood that this humiliation wasn’t going to end there.
I don’t know why, but as soon as Patrick said, “It’s my mother,” I felt a shiver run down my spine like a warning.
He answered with that unctuous voice he used with her, a mix of fake tenderness and servile obedience that had always given me secondhand embarrassment.
“Yes, Mom… yes, I’m still here… what do you mean no?… Wait, what are you saying?”
His smile broke.
Not entirely. Just a tiny crack at the corner of his lips.
But I saw it.
My father did too.
The whole table went quiet without anyone needing to ask for silence. Even the clinking of silverware seemed to fade.
Patrick sat up straight in his chair.
“No, that can’t be… there must have been a mistake… who told you that?… What do you mean they took the car?”
He said the last part almost in a whisper, but loud enough for all of us to hear.
My heart skipped a beat.
My father kept cutting his dessert as if the texture of the cake interested him more than anything else in the world.
Patrick was no longer smiling.
His face had completely changed. It had that grayish color that appeared whenever something slipped out of his control. He stood up so fast that his chair scraped against the floor.
“Mom, calm down, I’m on my way.”
He hung up.
For a second, no one spoke.