“I need you not to go back to your house alone tonight.”
I felt a small whip of fear.
“Why?”
“Because if he thought that giving away his wife’s car was defensible in front of his father-in-law, we don’t know what he’ll do when he realizes he lost access to something more important.”
My father spoke before I could even think.
“She’s staying here.”
I didn’t argue.
Maybe on another night I would have said I didn’t want to be a bother, that I was fine, that I could handle it. But a part of me was already too tired of faking bravery when what it had really always been was isolation.
I accepted.
We went up to the guest room around one. My mother brought out some old pajamas, I washed my face and stared at myself in the bathroom mirror as if I were looking at another woman.
I looked the same.
But no.
There was something different in my eyes.
Not happiness.
Not yet.
More like the expression of someone who, after years of fog, had just distinguished the exact outline of her cage.
I couldn’t sleep.
At a quarter past two, the cell phone started buzzing on the nightstand.
Patrick.
Once.
Twice.
Eight missed calls.
Then texts.
First furious ones.
You’re filling your father’s head with lies.
We can fix all of this in private.
Don’t make a scene.
Then playing the victim.
