“I was eleven, Dad,” she said, her voice finally breaking. “I thought if I told the truth, I’d be the one making her disappear for the little kids. She made me swear. She held my face and made me swear.”
I crossed the room before I even realized I was moving. When she flinched, something inside me shattered even more than her words had. But I pulled her into my arms anyway.
“Oh, sweetheart…”
She collapsed into me like she’d been held together by sheer force for seven years.
“I tried,” she whispered. “I tried so hard. Every time Sophie asked… every time Jason cried… every time Katie got sick and wanted her… I thought about telling you. But she said the babies would never recover if they knew their mother walked away. She said I had to protect them.”
I closed my eyes.
Calla hadn’t just left.
She had placed her guilt onto a child and called it love.
“When did you find out she was alive?” I asked quietly.
Mara pulled back, wiping her face. “Three weeks ago.”
“What? Did she contact you?”
She nodded toward the shelf above the washer. “There’s a box up there. I hid it.”
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Inside the box was an envelope, worn soft at the edges. There was no return address. Inside was a card from a woman named Claire—and tucked behind it, a photo.
A photo of Calla.
Older. Thinner. Smiling beside a man I didn’t recognize.
“She sent this to you?”
Mara nodded. “She found me on Facebook. She said she was sick. That she wanted to explain before it got worse. She said she needed to see me.”
