The sentence hit like a cold splash.
I stared at her.
Ms. Laird’s gaze stayed steady.
“They’re saying Raven is still critical. They’re saying they’re ‘losing’ her. They’re saying you need to come home because ‘family sticks together.’”
My throat tightened so hard it felt like it might close.
I didn’t know what to feel about Raven.
I’d spent my whole life orbiting her. Loving her. Resenting her. Admiring her. Being erased beside her. Raven had been the center of everything, and even though she didn’t always ask to be, she also didn’t stop it.
But none of that changed the fact that she was my sister.
And now she was lying in a hospital bed somewhere, still and pale, while my parents tried to use her as a rope around my neck.
Ms. Laird leaned forward slightly.
“Evelyn,” she said, “I’m going to tell you something very clearly. Raven’s condition is not your responsibility. Your parents’ feelings are not your responsibility. Their guilt is not your responsibility.”
My eyes stung.
One blink.
Yes—I understood.
Ms. Laird’s voice softened, but didn’t weaken.
“You can care about Raven,” she said. “And still choose safety for yourself.”
I swallowed carefully.
The hardest part about being the extra child wasn’t invisibility.
It was being trained to believe that your needs are selfish.
That choosing yourself is betrayal.