She wore a mourning dress that clung to her like a second skin, a veil of black netting doing absolutely nothing to obscure the triumphant gleam in her eyes. Her stilettos clicked against the ancient stone floor of the church—sharp, rhythmic, and merciless. It sounded exactly like applause after a perfectly executed crime.
I stood beside the coffin, my hands clasped so tightly before me that my knuckles ached with the strain. Behind me, the elderly women from my neighborhood murmured frantic, breathless prayers, their faces hidden behind dark, gloved hands. My sister gripped my elbow, her fingernails biting into my skin in a silent plea for restraint.
I did not move a single muscle.
Evan’s gaze drifted lazily over the crowd until it locked onto mine. He detached himself from Celeste just long enough to stride to the front, adopting a mask of solemnity so quickly it made my stomach pitch.
“Margaret,” he said warmly, his voice dripping with the casual affection of a man greeting a distant aunt at a holiday cocktail party. “Terrible day.”
Celeste glided up beside him, tilting her chin. Her lips, painted a dark, bruised red, curved upward. She leaned in close, the sickeningly sweet scent of jasmine and vanilla radiating off her skin, choking the scent of the funeral lilies.
“Looks like I win,” she whispered, the words meant only for the hollow of my ear.
A wildfire ignited in my throat. For one blinding, agonizing second, I ceased to be a grieving mother. I was a tempest of pure violence. I wanted to tear that ridiculous netting from her hair. I wanted to seize Evan by his immaculate, starched collar and drag him across the stone. I wanted to scream until the vibrations shattered every pane of stained glass in the cathedral.
Rip them apart, my mind roared. Burn them down.
But then, my eyes darted back to the open casket. To Emma’s hands.
Still.
