“Without telling me.”
“She’s eleven,” he said.
“I know how old she is,” her mother said.
He was quiet.
“I should have called,” he said.
“Years ago.”
“Yes,” she said.
“You should have.”
“I was—”
“I know what you were,” she said.
Not unkind.
Just certain.
The way people are certain.
About things they have had twelve years to think about.
“What happens now?” he said.
She was quiet for a long time.
“That depends,” she said.
“On what you want to happen.”
He looked at the girl in the corner.
At eleven years old.
Who had sat quietly through a phone call.
About her own future.
Without trying to influence it.
With the particular patience.
Of someone who had learned.
That some things.
Cannot be rushed.
“I want to do better,” he said.
“Than I have.”
Her mother was quiet.
“That’s not an answer,” she said.
“No,” he said.
“It’s a start,” he said.
Another silence.
Then her mother said something he hadn’t expected.