That answer stayed with you.
Weeks passed.
Your bruises changed color, then faded.
But the fear took longer.
You still flinched when doors closed too loudly.
You still woke with your heart pounding.
You still couldn’t wear white.
Your wedding dress had been taken as evidence, sealed in a bag somewhere, the lace stained with hospital scissors and the memory of almost becoming someone’s property.
Your mother called every day.
At first, you didn’t answer.
Then one afternoon, you finally did.
She cried so hard you almost hung up.
“I failed you,” she said.
“Yes,” you replied.
The honesty stunned both of you.
She sobbed quietly.
“I thought if the wedding happened, he would calm down. I thought once everything was official, the pressure would stop.”
“You thought marriage would make an abusive man kinder?”
“I wanted to believe it.”
“That belief almost killed me.”
Silence.
Then your mother said, “I know.”
You closed your eyes.
“I love you, Mom. But I don’t trust you right now.”
