The Empty Chair Stays Open


But that apartment was so quiet I could hear the freezer kick on. I could hear my own breathing. I could hear the loneliness in the room like another person sitting there.

So I put on a clean flannel, grabbed the pie I’d bought on clearance, and drove.

The house was in an older neighborhood on the west side, the kind with chain-link fences, kids’ bikes in the yard, and porches that had seen a lot of life. Every spot on the curb was full.

I almost kept driving.

Then the front door opened before I even reached the steps.

A tiny woman with silver hair and house shoes stood there like she’d been waiting all day.

“You must be him,” she said.

I said, “Actually, I’m not Marcus.”

She waved a hand like that was the least important detail in the world.

“I know that now,” she said. “You still came. Get in here before the rolls get cold.”

Then she hugged me.

Not a polite little holiday hug.

A real one.

The kind that says, You are safe here.

I stood there stunned, holding that cheap pie in one hand, while this small woman patted my back like she’d known me for years.

Inside, the place was loud and warm and alive. Football on the television. Kids running through the hallway. A teenager at the sink rinsing dishes. Somebody arguing in the kitchen about whether the mac and cheese needed more pepper.

A tall man came around the corner and stared at me.

“You’re not Marcus,” he said.

Before I could answer, the old woman snapped from the dining room, “He is today.”

That broke the room open.